CandleVixen

09:28 pm: HB Daddy
I know I'm a few hours early.

Happy 78th Birthday Daddy, I still love and miss you. Every day, I want to call you and Mom about some silly stuff. So I look like a blubbering idiot in the car on the way home, talking to you two in the car.

07:12 pm: RIP to a Super Pioneer in Music
I still have Mom's old 78's he did with his then wife, most of it was just "playing" around.

Things like the echo chamber, he designed. Lots more than "just the guitar" that's named after him.

He lived a rich life, and had many admirers, including me.

http://www.spinner.com/2009/08/13/les-paul-in-his-own-words/?icid=main|htmlws-main|dl7|link3|http%3A%2F%2Fwww.spinner.com%2F2009%2F08%2F13%2Fles-paul-in-his-own-words%2F

10:07 pm: bleah!
Ugh...life sucks...I've been really bad off this week.
Here's hoping I can get back to work in the morning. I actually miss it.

06:30 pm: HB mom
Happy Birthday Momma. I still miss you and Dad daily. Does it ever get better, or as you said, "just different"?

You would have been 80. I hope you're parting in heaven, with your ciggs, wine, and cake.

I love you Mom.

12:16 am: nothing new to update, really
Been in and out of work, part from depression, mostly from stupid silly health. Working on the depression part, and I see specialists next week for the tummy/belly issues.

I'm sure I'll get to do the upper and lower scopes. joy! Hubby has no time left to take off, and well, let's just say it's going to be fun.

I guess I'll know more after seeing the gastro doc on Tusday.

I twitter almost as much as I blog here. Facebook is all games and such.

I so need motivation to get this house in order, get my garage in order, and get to where I can start playing with my wax/fragrance/bath stuff again.

It's just hard when I feel like my life just sux at the moment.

I try to do right, and I end up feeling like it's wrong. Some issues are beyond my control, and some are things I can and should change.

:: Sigh :: I just am really, really melancholy at the moment.

I guess I will log off now, and try to update better in the future.